Sunday, April 19, 2009

Lost in my thoughts

I think myself into anger. I imagine what I would say to someone when they tick me off and I think about what their response would be back and I hold this whole conversation in my head and eventually it shows on my face and my body language that I'm upset. In the end though that person never did anything except one little thing but I'm more angry about the conversation that might happen if I was confronted. This conversation in my head has me thinking though. Every now and then in life you have a fork in the road and you must choose a path. Normally I would go right but I'm actually thinking about the left this time. It has just as good of a path as the right does. They both have pros and cons. Both equally appealing for different reasons. The problem is I'm used to the right. I know it by heart and there will be no surprises. The left will be totally new and different. I'm 50/50 either way right now which is difficult for me to think that I would even consider not going right.

I'm more confused than ever now.

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