I'm a terrible friend. Probably one of the worst. I have my good moments but as a whole I'm horrible. I guess one reason is because I'm not a planner so I don't ask people to hang out. I feel like I'm bugging people too if I ask. That's why I don't start a text conversation with people because I don't want to bother them. If you text me I don't mind. I enjoy it actually. I want to talk especially this week because I'm not really doing much. I want to talk. I don't really care what you text me about just talk to me. It may seem like my attitude comes off as being a jerk or bitch but in reality I'm thinking something completely different. I don't like to hurt people. Can't change the past though. If I could I would without a second thought.
And I don't think I'm playing indoor next session. Everytime I play I either can't breath or like last game my chest had this pounding pain. I'm still leaning towards playing though. I'm not sure if I'll be able to play soccer for harford in the fall either due to grades and credits. I would hate for things to work out that way so I'm really trying hard to be able to. We'll see what happens over the summer though.
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