Respecting Yourself

Why do girls feel the need to show off their body to get a guy. I started out nice politely asking her to stop then I got demanding. Now after three months of her forcing herself onto my boyfriend and him rejecting her and coming to me instead I am done.

He has chosen me and I feel confident that it will stay that way although part of me worries that he will wake up and realize he deserves more in which I will not blame him. I want him to be happy whether that includes me or not.

Today this crazy girl continued to text him confessing her undying love for him since 2nd grade and how he should dump me and choose her. I got angry. It's a natural instinct. Then she sent him a picture of her cleavage. Nothing serious whatever. Then came the picture of her boobs and that made me a little annoyed. Why would you be so desperate to get a guy that you would do that knowing he has a girlfriend?

I told her that if she loved him she would really want him to be happy with or without him whatever he chose. Then I typed in love is patient love is kind it does not envy it does not boast it is not proud or self seeking and so forth. and told her to text him if she is that confident that he will choose her over me. I told him to answer truthfully.

I haven't heard back yet.

Same Song and Dance

I paid for my classes this semester. It wasn't that big of a deal. My mom pitched a fit when I told her it needed to be paid so I paid for it myself to get her off my back then I got yelled at for an hour about how irresponsible I am and I need to think before I act. My Dad was pretty chill though and told my mom it's my choice what I do with college and she needs to back off.

Now she's offering to pay for my books. I told her not to. She's only doing it because she feels guilty. She was angry because I took all $450 of my scholarship money (wow it's so much money) and didn't give it to them it even though they told me I could keep it. She claims she never said that but I would bet my life on it.

Even though this happened a few weeks ago I still remember what she said when I was paying for my classes. She said she hopes that I make the stupid mistake of marrying Jon soon and then I can move out and she won't have to deal with me anymore. Thanks Mom. That felt great to hear. But whatever I'm just glad soccer's started and school will soon so I don't have to be home so much. I'm going to try to focus more on school this year so my grades will improve since that's basically all my parents care about.