Stupid Germs

I would do anything for the pain to go away. I've never been in so much pain before. Broken bones are nothing compared to the sore throat from hell that I've had for two weeks now and the intense pain in my side. I worked four hours yesterday but that's all my body will allow. By the end of my shift my side was bursting with pain. I was really scared I would need to go to the hospital. For those of you that don't already know I have mono and when you have it your glands swell up and your spleen and liver become very fragile. This means no heavy lifting or contact sports. After yesterday my mom is making me sleep in my brother's room so they can keep an eye on me since I normally sleep in the basement where they can't hear me. I'm also being forced to stay in the house and do nothing but watch tv.

My throat is so swollen you can see my tonsils bulging out of my neck from a few feet away. I'm taking 800 mg Ibuprofen to help with the pain but it doesn't always take away all the pain. I can only eat chicken noodle soup. Erica thought it was hilarious yesterday while we were both working cash together. I think I have an earache too. Why do I have to have the worst summer ever right now?

But Jon does come over to visit but he left for Cancun yesterday so I won't see him till Friday.

I'm scared

My mom thinks I might need to have my tonsils taken out because they've been swollen for twelve days now and aren't getting any better. They've actual gotten bigger. It's to the point where I can barely talk and I can't swallow. She's worried I won't be able to breath soon. I don't want to have surgery. This seriously is the worst sickness I have ever had. I hate mono.

I'm so tired

I hate The View.  Basically the most annoying show I have ever watched.  Elizabeth is the only one I can stand.  I feel like the other four women gang up on her sometimes.  Right now they're talking about Rihanna and Chris Brown and it's interesting to see them fight.  Whoopi is the most annoying person.  If you disagree with her she will attack you and she can interrupt you but you cannot interrupt her. 

I can't talk right now either. My tonsils are to swollen.  I can't eat anything too big either. My tonsils are so swollen they are at the same level as my cheeks.  I'm so tired as well.  I've never felt more drained.  I have to take naps in the middle of the day.  Jon has come over to hang out since I can't really go anywhere.  He left this morning again though for work and he won't get back till Thursday and Friday he leaves for Mexico for a week.  He leaves for basic training in 90 days.  This summer feels like it's going so fast already. 

I Can't Believe This.

Is that really how it's going to be? To tell you the truth I don't care anymore. You turned out to be just like people told me you would.

FINALLY!

I bought my mac and I got a free 32gb ipod touch with my name engraved in it and now I have a 16 gb up for grabs. I can't wait for my laptop :)

Yesterday I got to see Paramore and No Doubt in concert too. One of the best ever. I felt like such a dork though cuz I knew every single song both groups played except the two new songs that are going to be on paramore's next album. They were amazing though.

The wait is killing me!

The first hold of my money is released on Monday so I can't buy my mac until then and then it's going to take one to three business days to get it because I'm ordering it online with all the software and everything installed on it and when I order it I will get a free ipod touch. I'm thinkng about selling it to a friend for cheap since I already have one. Not sure who though. I don't remember any of my friends saying anything about wanting one lately. But it'll be brand new so it's a good bargain for whoever gets it. I don't know how many gigs it will be probably an eight but eiher way I'll be selling it for around $100 probably which is over $100 less than what they sell for. Anyone want an Ipod touch?

It's kinda funny...

the things I understand better now. I guess I just needed a diferent view. Even the worst of situations eventually get better. Right?